People say.... 21th birthday is a greatest birthday in the life but for is a saddest birthday since i waas borned...
Maybe it is because of my high expectation and turned up to be a higher disappointment...
A month before my birthday a lot of my friend even though my parents said that they had prepared for my
birthday. Some of them even said that they will find my lovely present for me. At that moment i really touched. My heart say, "wow, wat a great birthday i had.... my parents will give a present that i never thoought i will received it". Finally reached my birthday, that day i was working because it is a monday. I did not told my colleague that day was my birthday so nobody knows that days is my birthday. As usual received a lots of birthday wishes from all my friend posted on fb or sms. Really thanks them and appreciated. However, i found out that normally 和我称兄道弟的朋友 do not have any reaction. That time i am telling myself that maybe they got plan to do give such a 'suprise' . However, once again my expectation turns out to be nothing but what can i do all this is depend on them i cant force them to give me present or celebrate with me. So that night i dinner with my mum with a half happy mood. Not only my friend even though my dad also forgot my birthday... That week really 夸张 each time when i saw a birthday post of my friend on fb my tears straight away fell down... Long time didnt have such a feeling already, maybe this few years my friends treat me too good already so i not use to it. The saddest things is not i blame my friend or my parents didnt celebrate with or didnt give me present, is they promise me and at the end i got nothing... and normally i very care that person but maybe me is nothing for them. Is it should be like this? I know this world is doesn't mean u treat a person good he/ she must treat u good also but this is a kind feeling that i can't speak to anyone... A kind of feeling that 真心换来绝情....
But at here i must explain to those who read my blog(in case my friend had read it) i post this out is not because want to blame anyone is just a path that can let me express my feeling.
Recently got a issue happened. 1 of my friend suddenly 避开我. i also not not sure is it a correct guess. This is because when i go the place my friend should be there at the same time my friend will absent and same at the other way... It is have any misunderstanding between us? Maybe my friend's parents think the wrong side and prohibit my friend contact with me. Not only friend although is his/her patners also like this when his/her parents does not like it the relationship will end very fast If my friend did not explain to his/her parents and choose give up me(this friend) and not his/her patners, i should tell his/her parents " Aunty, uncle just because of your misunderstand your child and i 朋友都做不成，将来你的孩子业很难找到伴侣...
My friend also haiz.... if u know there is a misunderstand please explain to them la....
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