Monday, August 1, 2016

Our Crayfish PD

At first, I not really like this PD. Maybe because of his look, he looks tired, a bit clumsy, too thin. However, I didn't realise that as the time bypass I always waiting for Sunday to come because I know night his program will be aired.

After 2 and a half years passed, I really like him. He is just an intelligent, charismatic guy. He also have a sense of charming(not mentioning his appearance). I will unconsciously will search about his news, feeling sad when he was sick (because his really looks unhealthy).

When he announce that he will be on 1 month leave, I was very happy because finally he get his holiday. During his holiday, there are some rumors said that he will be leaving the show. I was very anxious and worried, worried that couldn't see him anymore.

His company announce that there is another PD will be replacing him after he return and he will be promoted and he no longer participant on site filming due to his health condition. I was in dilemma because I'm feeling happy because he been promoted and he able to get more rest but at the same I'm feel sad because we (fans) no longer see him in the show.

Yesterday heard one news from my one of the sources (prove that is it incorrect), mentioned that he will be leaving the show not even become the producer of the show. I suddenly become emotional feel really sad. My tears really rolled down and I cried as hard as I can. Searching for the latest episode of the show want to watch what he said during the show. But all the website still haven't uploaded. At that time, I feel really anxious.

After watched the latest episode, he confess that he are not leaving the show just won't be coming to the filming set. Then, I only can relieve my feeling.

Hope he will have a better working environment, better rest time, able to find a girlfriend.

PS: We will continue to support the new PD, hope the member will get him a nickname. Il Yong PD fighting~


Saturday, July 23, 2016

그남자~

오빠, 생일축하해요~
사랑해요~

The Familiar Feeling

24 July

Actually I forgotten  this date for a few year, maybe can't use forget need to use didn't pay much attention on this date as I thought that feeling should be gone. I thought I had let go the thing that related to this date. But obviously I still can't let go. Quite a dumb person, refer to me. I really hope that I will b able to let go the relationship that without any result. I knew that this person won't come to me no matter how and he will get married some day.

 23 July 2016,

This date makes all the feeling flow back into my mind, only realize I never let go him before. Although I had done many things to forget him but actually all is effortless. After watching his another half planning all these for him make me reflect myself that actually I had done nothing to him.

So when he hug me for the present, at that moment I really control my tear from rolling down on my cheek. I knew I need to run away from him if not my tear really will flew down a lot and that will be an awkward situation.

Really hope 1 day really can let him go or able to look for a person that really I care about him.

Saturday, June 4, 2016

첫번째 한국어로 블로그를 써요

안녕하세요.
셀리나입니다.
오을은, 제가 첫번쩨 한국어로 일기를 해요.
그래서, 안 맞아 단어가 있어요.
아주 최송해오.

어제 날씨가 아주 좋았어요.
한국어수업이 있었어요.
그래서, 아침식사먹고, 버스타고, 학워에 갔어요.

2016년 06월 04일