Quite a long time i did not updated my blog, maybe i was too lazy to updated it or i don't want someone get to knew something...
Jan- still suffer for my college problem, classmates, coursework, test. Celebrate the
the 1st day of 2011 hang out wif frenz...
Feb- Working wif double paid at the 2nd of CNY, visit relatives at CNY(since i did'n do
for many years). Realized he had changed~ less communicate wif him.
Mar- still suffer for college things, final exam around the corner. Still going out
study for exam. Starting finding a new job.
Apr- Finally after exam, successfully found a new job. Meet new supervisor, new
colleague, new environment.
May- As usual wesak day, they all came back. spend all days at temple. Middle of May,
a huge changed happened at my workplace, all of my colleague resign and left me
behind. Very emo at that period..
Jun- After failing resign, successful go through that period and learning a lot at
that time. College had reopen almost a month but i still absent many lectures.
Phone being snatched by 2 malay guys... i hate them...
Jul- Congrates to my beloved Captain PY, she got married at 230711 with her husband.
Attending her wedding party at St Gabriel Church. I was so happy at that day
coz i really god will bless their marriage will happy and last forever. At that
day i oso had an opportunity to gather with my old friends but at the same
moment i felt quite sad coz i not be able to celebrate a big day with him. The
1st year i didnt go through with him after 3 years continuous.
Aug- Sem 4 final is around the corner but i still no feel to revise my subjects.
Quite emo at my workplace coz all of them are too lazy. Luckily got someone help
me for my end month report, really thanks him. Not able to join them for their
outing due to my job.
Sept- Finally resigned and starting my examination. Starting finding new job but
failed to do so. Always alone for movie, shopping and most of the things.
Oct- Alone oso for my birthday, nobody wan to date me, so lonely... Unable to
received birthday wishes from him, quite sad. Working for my old company with
the same paid. Finally having outing with them and celebrate my bro's birthday
quite happy at that days...
Nov- 1st time being 'zhi mui' of my fren sister, quite a interesting experience.
The 2nd wedding party attended. Attended my bro's registration of marriage at
JB on 111111. 1st time being a camera man at there. The 3rd wedding ceremony i
had attended.
Dec- Getting a quite low marks in the cw make me felt so sad. This semester i had
absent a lot of class and almost being barred form exam. Attended my uncle's
wedding at JB and spend almost a week with my uncles and aunties. Felt so happy
and excited. Spending the last day of 2011 with my best friends at Sepang Gold
Coast. Although the last minutes plan and having quite a lot of adventures but
i felt very happy at that moment. Thank you both of you give a special new year
eve.
In this year i had promise myself to let him go unfortunately i cant. I oso can't figure it out why?? This year too many things of him make my tear flew down from my eyes. All of us had known he had changed but why i still thinking bout him? Ihad try many ways to 4get him(remove all the post by him, did not get bac his contact, try not communicate with him) but i still cant 4get him. Every time he had hurt us i still 4give him but i feel so sad.
