I think this year i grow a lot, pass through many incident. Start from a fresh SPM graduated don't know anything work in this company having a lot of new friends have many happiness but at the same time i think this year was the most tear from my eyes. These tear seems like i cannot control it from falling down. Gaps being wider between my friends and i. sometimes i rather continue working than go back home rest although i sick and all my mind also fill with money. But i want to thanks my colleague because of them i know how to dressed up myself (although not so pretty but better than last time) Sometimes i have a thinking that i wanna give up my study and continue working but at the end i don't do that. Maybe i think if i continue back my study i will having back all my friends (i also don't whether this is right or wrong) BUt this year my life except working also working no life at all. This year new year eve is the most lonely eve that i go through because no friends around me except my colleague.
Until the beginning of the first day of 2010 i feel that, that day was a worse day for me. overslept and late to my work then work 10 hrs non stop and feel very tired at night no ones fetch me home and i walked for 1/2 hrs to reach home no food me me at night. Someone will left me and when time that he told me that i cannot looked him for the last time before he go i really no mood to continue working and tear almost fall down from my eyes. i really 不舍得 him but what can i do? The words that i want to tell i already i say but hope also. 2day when edwin say something that remind to him tears finally can't control and fell down. So what can i do?????
