16/1/2009

Today is quite tiring because now is working at times square and today suddenly two of my colleague was sick and our shop was not enough people. I was not very happy because at my working place i been doing some extra jobs and it doesnt matter i take it as an experience of my working life. But today when i sending the ktchen order i been scold by some people because of sending some food that had finished but i didn't knew that food was finish. So i got a bit frustrating. But after a while i am ok already. Tonight i was going back home late because of some customer haven't leave, it was already 10pm the customer still don't want to leave so i also cannot leave due to i am a full time worker and one of the full time worker went home with the reason catch buses. So only me and two of my colleague staying back and waiting the customer. I need to thanks to my part time colleague for waiting me. Because he can leave on time and he wait me until 10 sumting. Just now when i checking my mail and friendster, i saw a comment from a person that saying that she don't want find me although we are so near because of sometimes i will say some 'bad words' or 'F' words. Actually this comment really hurt me... i know is good to tell me but.... it really hurts me. But due to my working surrounding , so everyday i also surround by this 'bad words' and i learn some of them and i seldom said it out except i really very angry or frustrating. From this comment i really scared that i will lost my friends due to my work because now i very seldom meet with them and seldom chat with them. Actually i feel very lonely at my working place because i still cannot really mixed with my colleague. When everytime got friends come and visit me i feel very touching and want to cry. From that comment i know that i must control myself otherwise i will lost my friends. Iwill try it , i promise.